I have a weakness for, but not to humans. I feel abused, taken aback, speechless, flabbergasted, trouble ease, not in my place, below. So I efface myself, I gum landscape, I return to myself, withdrawn, reserved, shy, in my inner world, I'm missing, I am.
is a leak that I can not control. I go when I'm tired and the world around me get drunk. And that hurts me morbid introversion. I do not manage anything, I'm missing. I do not calculate anything, I do not react well, I do not get it. Although in my corner but anxious.
I slap crises paranoid when I'm surrounded. Violence makes me terribly afraid (of schizophrenic mind) I fear and still encounters. I'm still sick, I still have work to do on me with my psychiatrist at the hospital.
of awareness as it continually. This is on my sickly behavior, the crises that are hurting.
My friend returned home. I see her in two weeks to five weeks. I feel good when she is there, I do not think about all that, I'm relaxed, confident. I am weak, I'm not a real man who fears nothing. I'm not tough. I am nothing.
This sensitivity schizophrenic makes me doubt. Lifer.
Music in the comp. I dream of a better life.
Yours.
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