I learned that I could be of value in the eyes of some, I was not only schizophrenic but I could change in my own name. I also learned that this inferiority complex that has haunted me for many years was that I only see me as a schizophrenic. I forgot who I really am.
I am a whole person before being a patient. Can I please even if it also puzzles me. I should not let myself go like that. I gave up and me down constantly. I always thought it was written on my forehead and I had to justify myself. No, I was wrong.
One can love me as I am, with flaws, qualities and disease. I can not believe my eyes, great wide open on what I just typed. I am me before being psychotic. I must stop looking for me, ever, in the past that I loved so much in this beautiful life gone.
I changed, I evolved from my twenty years and I must find the strength to assert myself as I am. The struggle must continue, I must get up and regain dignity and pride of being a man among men. And if you ask me what I do in life, I must tell the truth, not me scroll.
Thank you my friend help me strongly in that direction. I open my eyes misted alcohol and sadness.
Good day to you especially well.
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